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where’s the silver lining?

I’m so burnt out that I just want to drop everything and quit, pack my shit, and take the next train home. I just spent the loneliest weekend in this apartment… just me and my thoughts. IT SUCKED. But you know what? it was A-OK because I knew that I had tons of shit to get done before finals weekend (next weekend) since I had a lot to look forward to. Working on excruciating papers, editing articles and getting no more than 3 1/2 hours of sleep in the past 48 hours were going to be worth every minute of hard work, every cup of coffee I didn’t want to drink, and worth every minute that I didn’t get to sleep because I knew that there WAS a light at the end of the tunnel.

This has been, by far, one of the hardest weeks for me in my senior year. I have not felt this stressed and drained since I last gave a shit. 

But now, I have a stressful week ahead of me, sleepless coffee-filled nights, and nothing to look forward to at the end of the tunnel because the light is there no more. 

FML.